"Sikat gigi yang baik adalah ketika pagi hari setelah sarapan dan juga saat malam hari sebelum tidur, tapi sering kita meninggalkan kebiasaan baik ini khusunya pada malam hari. Padahal sikat gigi saat malam hari justru lebih banyak khasiatnya dibandingkan dengan sikat gigi pagi ataupun siang hari. Gigi yang bersih dan sehat dapat mencerminkan seseorang yang memiliki kepribadian yang baik...."

I was sitting in bed, and  let the wind come trough my room from the window. And chamomile tea gave me a relaxation. It's good for people who had panic attack to drink chamomile tea. Diluar lagi ujan.Ga tau kenapa kalo tiap ujan otomatis suka bengong sendiri. Enak aja gitu. Trus sengaja muter lagu yang genre nya electro music tapi ga berisik. Gue muter playlist dari The Chainsmokers.

Trus gue inget, minggu lalu dosen ngasih tugas buat essay about 'What do you see in 5 years later?'. Kalo disuruh ngomongin masa depan, jujur gue belum ada bayangan. Blur aja gitu. Kaya orang punya minus 3 ditambah silinder trus ga pake kaca mata. Ngeri ye. Tiap apa yang uda direncanain, kadang ga sejalan sama realitanya. Ibarat kaya lagi baca buku, kita ga bisa nebak apa isi halaman selanjutnya, semua kemungkinan pasti ada. Orang bilang rencana Tuhan lebih indah, tapi keindahannya didapat kalo berhasil melalui penderitaan. kalo berhasil. 

Di essay gue tulis apa adanya ;

- When I was kid, I want to be a Power Ranger. I knew it's weird and impossible. Because at that momment I saw Power Ranger always help innocent people from the monsters, or bad guys. But when I was in shs, I changed my mind. I want to be a Diplomat, so I can unite the world and build peace.

I was from social class. I learned a lot of histories, economics, social behavior, and everything about human civilization. After I graduated from shs, I obsessed to study abroad 'bout International Relation. But I'm failed. It's too late for me to enroll in a state university. So I decide to study broadcasting in Malang. I study broadcasting. It is fun. I think there's no something wrong to try something new. I'm happy.

Today my lecturer ask me, "what do you see in 5 years later?". I would like to say, everything gonna change. I dont know it would be better or no. But for me, I see that I'll work very very hard to earn money. 5 years later means I'll be 24 years old. Everything that will happens in future, depend on what I'm gonna do now. I just can make plans. And do all the best of me. Buy a house for my parents, pay all my brother needs for education exactly, and get lost in another countries with my lover. -